Don' Go Back - Recovery Strategy #1

I have been happily disfellowshipped now for going on three years. And while I must admit I have had thoughts of going back and seeking resinstatement, I have resisted. Part of my strength comes from the amount of research I have done by using resources available to everyone on the internet. The many peope I have met in forums and other websites tell incredible stories of doubt and depression while living the lie within the organization. I have also read many stories of those who were thrust out, such as in my case but have made tremendous efforts to readjust and create productive lives for themselves. Recovery does not happen on its own or in due time. It requires sustained effort, deliberation.

For years the organization has strongly discouraged outside research, especially that which can be found on the internet. However, contrary to popular belief, much truth about the truth can be found on the internet. There are public information sites that discuss the vast real estate holdings of the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society. You can find rich resources about the history of the organization, its founders and managing members all within the comfort of your closet.

I looked for internet forums with discussion boards where I could read, share and comment on the stories that others were sharing about their experiences now that they were officially no apart of the sect.  What I discoverded were stories that reflected almost to the exact same detail, my story. I also found a treasure trove of information about the sects history that would certainly shed light on the things they do today.

If you are serious about recovering from the abusive nature of this sect and you want to confirm your nagging doubts you have then you must do as the ancient Bereans did and do your research. Absorb yourself in reading all you can about the original founders and the history, including all their doctrinal changes. Have an open mind and heart when reading the stories of others or watching their YouTube videos. Learn as much as you can. Post your story online and comment on the stories of others. Ask questions and read their answers. You will be surprised at the level of support you will find as well as depth or resources that they can help you with.